BRV: Dawes - "My Way Back Home" @ The Pabst

My first attempts at writing poetry!

Our public library is hosting a Poem in Your Pocket event on April 18. I'm looking forward to participating. I started my first "public reading" (it sounds presumptuous) of one of my poems at the CORE Winery in Orcutt several months ago. Characteristically (for me), I haven't repeated the experience, even though it was one of the best. I began by promising that I was not a poet, so they wouldn't be disappointed if I bombed out. Well, afterwards, someone came up and shook my hand and said, "You are a poet!" So, I ask  you: Why haven't I been back? Maybe because it can't get any better than that. (smile) 

I wonder which poem I should read at the library. Any suggestions?

The Mountain

Rooted darkly down primeval depths,

The mountain lifts its sunlit slopes skyward.

While flinty spines dive fervently downward

Between wetted walls of secret hollows.

Rain comes, springs burst forth,

The outward flow becomes a stream.

Seeds root their way through rock ribs,

Feverishly anticipating a greater life to come.

Today, deer and bear and bird range above,

Moles, foxes and ground squirrels burrow below.

Tomorrow, quakes may raise cave walls

Into sunlight and rocky peaks turn sullen.

Inside, darkness and light dwell side by side,

Languor weds warmth and joy to abject sadness,

The living come to bury their dead,

And the mountain is simply the mountain.

Beverly Gaye Scofield 

2012

 

A Clearing of the Skies

 I feel a clearing of the skies.

The last drop of rain flings itself

From the roof's edge, and the wind

Carries it away to fall in the garden next door.

Little gray birds flit among the leaves, finding

Sanctuary upon the gnarly branches of an old orange tree.

Yesterday, the wind sounded like ancient Aoleus

Dragging a long, gray beard through protesting grasses.

Today, it is young and lean, nipping at the clouds

Like a working dog at the heels of fleecy sheep.

A mountain's bulk shoulders the vap'rous flock up and over,

Pushing them on toward anticipating poets.

The rain endures but the wind abates,

Cloud tatters cast occasional shadows

Trailing whispers of departing thunder.

And, I feel a clearing of the skies.

Beverly Gaye Scofield

2001

Looking for Myself

 Wand'ring paths where no light shines;

Tangled up in webs and vines;

Misled by mistaken signs;

Looking for myself.

Landscape rising bleak and stark;

Meeting strangers in the dark;

Arrows find their bleeding mark;

Looking for myself.

Eyes that look but cannot see;

Feet that run but cannot flee;

Thoughts that sing but are not free;

Looking for myself.

Flowers growing upside down;

Water burning with no sound;

Shadows gath'ring all around;

Looking for myself.

 Beverly Gaye Enos

1980

 

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The latest news from Scribes and Bookworms:

Donna Peabody (Organizer) sent a message to the Santa Maria Bookworms and Scribes mailing list

The future

Hi everyone! I hope this finds you all well and writing. As some of you know I have moved to Fresno. I had intended to continue this group, but with the current Covid-19 restrictions, I feel it is time to say adieu to Santa Maria Bookworms and Scribes.
I am hoping to create an online room where those of you who are interested can join in and share your writings, thoughts, and ideas. If you are interested in such a venue contact me: wyldemajik@hotmail.com. I will let you know when I have worked out the details.
I wish you all happiness, health, and a rich creative life. As of today I am stepping down as organizer and if any of you wish to take up the mantle feel free,

Thanks for all the support!
Donna Lee Peabody

Bookworms Report

After meeting with the Santa Maria Bookworms and Scribes, I'm looking forward to the next time--next month. That will give me time to work on some new writing on, maybe Nary a Drop of Seawater. It's probably closest to completion. Whew, just saying that makes me feel energized! Send me all the vibes you can spare.

Bookworms Report - Reminiscing

This evening I caught the last hour or so of a MeetUp of the Bookworms, a writers' group meeting at the Santa Maria Public Library. I was late, but they invited me to read what I had brought--Lady on the Bench. They were complimentary! I asked for their comments on whether I should post it here, whether folks would be interested in reading it. They gave me a yes and a go-ahead. So . . .

 Lady on the Bench

by

Beverly Gaye Scofield

1992

The first time I saw her she was sitting on a sidewalk bench on the corner of Light and Pratt Streets, busiest tourist intersection in Baltimore. It was early. The sun was just coming in over the tops of the tall downtown buildings. A finger of gold touched her head and slid down the length of her. She glowed, as though the sun had discovered a way to get inside her. Beside the bench, her shopping cart bristled with mysterious, plastic-wrapped odds and ends. The fingers of her right hand curled firmly around its handle.

It was early October and already the nights were chilly, the morning air too fresh for comfort. She was swathed in layers of clothing. Dark trousers reached almost to her ankles. Between their cuffs and the tops of army boots, I could see the ribs and puckers of long johns. Her trench coat fell open, and a rainbow of shirts and sweatshirts peeked around one another. Out of it all, a red plaid skirt emerged, falling halfway down her legs.

At least, I thought, she is probably not cold. But where had she slept last night? In this age of urban renewal, lairs for the homeless to hide away in were all disappearing. How did she make her way in an unfriendly world? What did she think about as she sat on a bench on an early October morning, waiting . . . waiting for what?

I walked closer to get a better look, peering up the street, pretending to look for a bus so I wouldn't seem rude if she opened her eyes suddenly. But her eyes were still closed, and up close her face seemed relaxed, the touch of the sun imparting beatitude. In the bright light, I could see every line of her careworn face, sculpted deeply but strangely pleasing.

How did she keep clean? Her hair, pushed back by a thick woolen scarf, appeared to be clean, recently brushed and braided. Where did she take her morning toilette? Her free hand lay loose and relaxed in her lap, fingernails broken but clean. How had she managed that, with no ready bathroom? How did she manage anything, with no phone to call a family for help, nowhere to go when she fell ill, no place to sit comfortably in private and just rest, without the need to worry about her cart and its precious cargo? It was all so far beyond my ken, so unbelievably foreign to everything I'd ever experienced.

What if she were my mother? My heart clenched with pain at the thought. Then, in a flood of revealing grief, I saw myself sitting there.

The End

It's a good group. Four others were there--Donna, Kristin, Rene' and Dot. They meet once a month. So, I'll have to work during the next month. I'm looking forward to it.

Poem - Mighty Joe Young

He Said His Name Was Joe Young

He said his name was Joe Young.

Once I'd pulled ahead and stopped

To intercept him at a pullout,

I teased and called him mighty.

His bicycle, encumbered, stem to stern,

By neatly rolled up bundles,

Seemed too heavy to be pushed,

As he was doing, much less ridden.

He wasn't a young man by any means,

But when I shook his hand, his grip exuded strength;

His eyes full of the merriment that comes only

From a heart that loves life and enjoys living it.

Joe's untrimmed beard covered his face and chest,

Blended at the sides with longish uncut hair.

Whether blond, red, or gray remained a mystery.

His lips, as he spoke, hid behind a wide red mustache.

We sat together on the tailgate of my pickup truck.

Our stories of adventure traveling back and forth.

My own seemed mild compared to his, but when I told my dream,

He laughed aloud in genuine appreciation. He understood.

He went his way, trudging byways, seeing the country, edge to edge.

I drove on, richer for having seen his eyes and heard his voice.

And when I, too, hit the road in months to come,

I pray I’ll cross paths again with mighty Joe Young,

Somewhere in America, living life his way.

Beverly Gaye Scofield

2014 All rights reserved

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This was one of my true life people adventures. On one of the beautiful Tennessee backroads, I passed and then looked back at this old guy pushing his loaded bicycle along the roadside. I pulled off at the first wide spot and waited for him to catch up. He stopped. This is what happened. I had snacks with me, and we just visited. It was surreal and wonderful. Enjoy.

Apologies to Anyone Interested in Picking Up Where I Left Off

 Hey, to any followers who might be listening!

I can easily imagine that I'm writing for myself after this long hiatus. Yes, I got my travel trailer all ready and hit the road in January 2015. 

After a short stay with my good friend (adopted Little Brother) Danny Smith and his sweet wife Bev (more later about that lovely visit), I traveled on. 

Then, in Arizona, on a windy day, the trailer and I had a tussle about who was in charge. It won. Or, I should say, it lost the battle and ended up in a huge pile of splinters.

Stuff piled onto the salvage trailer.

Structural wood in a pile!

Not even the worst truck damage.

When all was settled there, I journeyed on to California, spent some time with nephew Paul and his sweet wife Tereza in San Francisco. I bought an old camper to go on my poor old battered Ford pickup there, Paul and Tereza labored mightily to get me on the road again, and I came on to my hometown, Santa Maria, California. I've been ensconced in a small apartment in a senior residential complex for three years now, wondering when I'll get back to writing, to finishing up all the partially-written stories and book just waiting for attention.

I fill my time with odds and ends, try to make myself useful when friends here need a ride or help with some other doable task. There's a small garden area beside the building I live in, and I water and weed a bit while keeping a small plot of alyssum flowers in bloom in Little Mother's honor.

The feral cats on the property need feeding, and that seems to have fallen partly to me and one other woman. 

And, I became the unofficial hall monitor, keeping lobby doors closed or open, as the powers-that-be order--often in opposition to unruly fellow residents who prefer fresh air to orders. (smile) Oh, and I play the piano in the main lobby several times a week, just to keep my hand in. People pass by, sometimes sit for awhile to listen and seem to enjoy the music. So far, I haven't begun the swimming pool exercise program I keep thinking about.

I will try to keep this up, for my own benefit mostly but also for anyone who still has an interest.

Beverly "SilverBee" Scofield